Would you be noticed?

There’s only so much you can do when your heart is aching for the love of someone you want, yet that’s not the most painful part. It’s knowing that the one you wish the love of isn’t thinking of you that hurts the worst, there’s nothing you can do but let time heal old wounds again and again. But, this feeling will return time and again as long as someone is in the deepest part of your heart. The only thing you can do I guess is see if you matter to someone enough to notice you, only time will tell..

Why do we feel

 

Why do we feel the way we do, when we miss someone who isn’t with us anymore and has already left us by heart and mind? when they have already moved on and you have become but a shadow or a passing thought. It doesn’t make sense does it? deep down inside you know that you aren’t where you used to be so why does a part of you still cling on? is it false hope or is it just because when you love someone so much emotionally it becomes a part of you? if that’s the reason then maybe it’s a good thing to hold on to how you feel. At least this way, you know that you truly did love someone and it wasn’t just a temporary feeling, even if those feelings were not always returned.

Once in a lifetime

One lifetime to find you, one chance to show you how much you mean to me. So, go ahead and ask me if I would ever jeopardize what we have. The answer you’ll get every time, is I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I know you heard it before but I’m not the kind of person that toys with feelings, that takes a different kind of heart altogether and mine has already been shattered before.

Our love endures

The most painful relationships end in the most emotionally painful way, but the most sincere ones always endure the test of time. I know ours will always make it through, we have had our disagreements and difficult times but it’s never stopped us from remembering what we have.

Have you ever wondered if i'm thinking of you from afar..

I leave it all to time

Though time has passed, i believe that there’s a reason why sometimes we need the space between us. This way at least we know, how much we truly mean to each other and if we both pass the test of time. Then we know this love is meant to be, i know though where i belong and it’s more than i could ever ask for..

I don't have much but..

 

I don’t have much, i know. If i had known where my life would bring me to you today i would of done more in the earlier years, then maybe i would be more the man you want me to be. The truth is i have been foolish into thinking that i’d never come close to being around someone like you, someone who could see right into me and see what i really am like and what i have to give. If i had known we’d share something so unique i wouldn’t of done the things that my memories led me to do, the mistakes of saying the wrong words at the worst times and not seeing how you cared about how i felt. But, that’s in the past now and now i want to move on to this next chapter with you. I hope that in this chapter, we will have a better understanding of each other’s hearts and maybe discover the real reason we have met, i can’t think of anything more that i could ever want to do.

 

 

When what you feel is real

I have to ask, have you ever wondered how you can walk past people that you would normally be attracted to. Yet feel nothing, but then you meet someone who not only has what you like but also makes you feel like they are the one? so from that moment on they are on your mind and before you know it, your mind starts seeing that person seemingly everywhere? yeah, that’s called really loving someone, how I wish that people who have come and gone from my life knew how I felt..